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Thursday, January 20, 2005
6:11 PM

Cher: Thanks, love. I'll try, everything's just happening too quickly, too different too hastily. really don't know what to do with myself and the situation. Oh well, but as u said, let time wrk things out. No use brooding over it. =)) Thanks!!! *kisses. BTW, I miss u much. Meet up soon! *hugs.

Imms: We still hung out didn't we..? Lol. =)) And the ala carte meal was fun. Anywhos, I MISS AND LOVE U TOO!

Tissue: =)) Yes, we'll hang out soon. Had so much fun the last time, esp when paying for sakae, embarrassing, but fun. Lol. And Thank u so much! I love u like crap!!! =D *kisses.

Daryl: Lol. Thanks! I'll try to do just that. And thanks for dropping by and leaving a msg. Take care!

Xue: *hugs back. I'll confirm with u again tmr k? =)) Don't know about wrk yet.

Sijia: I miss u too, hun! *kisses. Yes, u owe me an outting remember. Lol.

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I guess things aren't so crazy for me now. Alil settled, but that part's still inked there. Though so, I've decided to keep myself as far away from lane sadness as possible. Gotta live by my motto right? Always look on the bright side of life. =)

Anyway, didn't have wrk both ytd and today. Ytd was dedicated to NP's open house and shopping at Far East. And I've to say this, I LOVE THE BAZAR AT NP! =)) Got accessorises, shirts.. And got a personalized cap at Far East, and a black belt that I've been wanting for quite sometime already. All courtesy of Mr Dad. =) CNY la, what to do.

After the great shopping spree, went over to zacc's place. Read mags while he was playing his CS, watched him play for a bit, then off home.

Today, intended to head down to TP first then to NYP, but we realised that there wasn't any open house at TP? Haha. DANG! So we decided that NYP wld b our sole stop for the day. OH, and did I mention that Jols Koh woke me up at 7bloody30?! Hmmm?! Just to tell me that we were meeting at 10, not 12, cos I got it wrong in the msg I sent her the night before. Pfft. It took me close to an hour to fall back aslp!

Digressing back. Met Jols at Yio Chu Kang [did I get that right?] MRT and Burg came as well. Went for the open house, didn't get the goodie bag cos we didn't bring the passport crap they sent to us by mail, and I got pretty sore cos I wanted the bag. Lol. Liked the design on it la. Off into the atrium, nth seemed really appealing, except alil bit in the Chem Engineering department. But as much as I like Chem, thinking about wrking on it for the rest of my life sounds abit, erm... MUNDANE?! Yes. And oh, some stupid fella sneaked a shot of me with his digi cam when I was filling my name out for the Chem course! Ass. Worst part's Burg knew it before hand but didn't cover me until after he took the shot. -_-''

Ok, so after lunch at the foodcourt, we left NYP and made an impromptu decision to scurry down to Bishan and watch a quick movie cos Burg had to go to wrk. And we watched Elektra, which was cool! =) But the romance part was just a bit, how to describe..? Unaffectionate and hasty. Yes. But worth $7.50 I suppose.

ALRIGHTTT, wrk tmr, from 12pm to 10pm. Someone just kill me. It's a public holiday, which means that the place'll b packed and I'll b slaving my ass off for a good 10 hours! With an extremely pathetic break of 30 mins somewhere in the middle. My lil leggies're gonna suffer! Can I not work...? *sigh. NO! Commitments Val, COMMITMENTS. Ok, so there. I'll probably b too shagged out to post another entry for quite sometime, but then again, who knows... Lol. Ta!

I watched the walls around me crumble
but its not like that will build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I cant live without you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know
Won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I cant live without you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Yeah, I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know

Over, over, over

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I cant live without you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go

Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over

Over - Lindsay Lohan

My insecurities
I try to hide
But as my heart grows founder
It's gets harder to fight
And sometimes I question alone
Wondering why
Why burrow in self pity
Or are my expections too high
- * val

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